This could be the end of everything, so why don't we go somewhere only we know?

Going to spend some time with James
and run some errands before I leave for Disney!
Lord help me on this trip...
 
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First date jitters, oh man!
Going out tonight with @jamescoontz
It's all a surprise, so we'll see what tonight has to hold (:

Let's take a chance baby we can't lose
Ain’t we all just runaways?
I knew it when I met you, I'm not gonna let you runaway
I knew it when I held you, I wasn't lettin' go
-Runaways; The Killers
~'~
Good morning everyone (:
Going to go ride this morning and put some wheels in
I need to clear my head before this group trip haha
Going to hopefully spend the day with James!
Message me and do my ask fool.
 
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spending the evening with @jamescoontz
cause he's cute and he makes me smile (:
 
do thisss
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I know the battles of chasing the shadows of who you wanna be
It doesn't matter, go on and shatter
I'm all you need
Broken pieces, break into me
So imperfectly what you should be
Lay here, it's safe here, I'll let you be broken open
Hide here, confide here so we can be broken open
-Broken Open; Adam Lambert
~`~
I thought my days of makings sets like this was over..but obviously not, and this is really for anyone to read..but for my own self therapy. I came here 4 years ago, but didn't start meeting people until my 1 year mark, and since then, I've made some awesome friends, like @paigegomez who has stuck by my side throughout it all, even though there was a point in time where we didn't like each other, but we put our big girl pants on and created a beautiful friendship. I've met some great people, but I've also endured more heartbreak that I could even think to bear. I've made mistakes, I've spoken badly and harshly about others, I've bullied, I've been bullied, I've received harsh criticism for things I didn't even do but people said I've done. I've been talked about, I've been lied about, cheated on, you name it, its probably happened to me. I've fallen in and out of love more times than I could even count. I've been abused but through it all, tried so hard not to become the victim. I've been the quiet mouse of a friend who just sits in the corner and makes sure everyone is okay. I've been called every name in the book from beautiful to a downright c.unt. With that being said, some friendships that I used to hold, and still hold, dearly to my heart have been ruined, destroyed, and no longer exist why others have bloomed and blossomed. However, all of these things that have happened, somehow have managed to become everyone's business..and all I'm asking is for it to stop..Stop sending me questions on my asks that I refuse to answer, and refuse to pay attention to. No, I don't hate anyone, no I don't despise anyone, no I don't want to kill or hurt anyone physically. God places people in and out of your life for ever reason, and as humans, we shouldn't try to understand why he does what he does, because in reality we will never know. I don't wish badly upon anyone, yes, I've gotten angry and yes I've said things I shouldn't have. I sincerely apologize, publicly for any and every word, rumor, and thing that has been said. My past relationships, my current relationships, my friendships, my hook-ups are no ones business between me and the person in question. People take this site a little bit too seriously, and have taken something that was supposed to be fun, and turned into a real life drama, and it shouldn't be that way. The people behind these photos, and sets are still that, people. They have emotions, they have feelings, they hurt, they cry, they laugh, they bleed. That being said, I refuse to cry anymore. I refuse to be angry about things that are out of my control. I accept the love, and the power, and the happiness, and the memories that have happened and will continue to come.
Finally, for once in my life I'm okay, my heart doesn't hurt or feel heavy, I feel free. So please, can everyone just let me, for one summer, be just that? Happy?
 
and finally
@vienna, @jared-morello, @callista, @daltonmatthew, @jamescoontz, and @michaelparelli
You all including Paige, have made my time here absolutely unforgettable. Weither we've known each other for only a few short months, or a few years, you've filled and continue to fill my life and my heart with so much love and understanding, I didn't think that would have been possible to care about someone so much, knowing we'll never meet each other. I cherish your friendship, the memories, the laughs, the silliness, the fights, everything, that we have created. There is no one like you guys, and I feel honored to have you all in my life. I know I'm not an easy person to deal with, I can be boring, I can be highly confusing, and I can be a bit of a pushover, and you guys have still supported me, and loved me. I don't say it enough, but I love you guys ♥

Felt like going more back to my roots
Going shopping today with my aunt and mom before my cousins wedding tonight!
 
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ASK AWAY BABIES
 
I am realllyyy gonna need people to stay outta my life and keep my name our their damn mouths! People wonder why I only have like...5 friends

Heading over to my brother and sister-in-laws for some big news!
I'm going to be an aunt! I'm so excited!
Life is finally looking up for me
I've got marvelous friends, a guy who makes me happy, and fabulous family.
My life is wonderful and I love everyone in it<3

I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on
 
I'm movin' on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone
-Moving On; Rascal Flatts
♠
Good Morning everyone (:
Big announcement party for my brother and sister-in-law!
I'm excited to hear the big news, but first
I'm gonna go shopping for a dress, dragging @vienna and @jamescoontz with me ^.^
Then getting my hair done
Have a good day everyone (:

Mess with these people, I will gladly kick your ass (:

My sissy in law
@nikki-marie